Guest blogger / Ms Hanna

Everything all right - just like it should be

And after a few moments calm contentment
the frustration rises in the hollowness chaos left behind
It's like everything inside me and around me itches
Instead of feeling happy the calmness fills me with fury

So i punch a pillow
Go for a two hour walk
Pick a fight
Tease and push someone until they get rightfully angry with me
And then the universe balances itself out again

Until the next time
I fill my days
Stuff them with to-dos
Make sure the only time I'm standing still is when I'm sleeping

I laugh intensely and talk lots
Sometimes i forget it
Sometimes i see it coming

What am i running from

/ Hanna Irjala